Thank you for Everything

 Dear Nana

To the person who guided & protected me every time in all kinds of situations.

It's been 20 days since you've gone forever & yes the void of yours has not been healed or starting healing yet, I know as time will pass it'll get healed & once I'll be busy in my life IDK how much I'm gonna miss you how much will I be missing that void filled by many other obstacles, feelings, pureness, love or any intangible.

So, before it disappears I want to write this, I want the world or the person who's reading this to know how much you mean to me. I remember the night of 2nd March 2021when I was crying & complaining about the things which weren't going right at the time, and as usual just like you pampered everyone who came for your help you did the same to me.

From Taking me to my very first itinerary to making my very first & all of the itineraries incredibly amazing, I have photos that are more than enough for me now to cherish the moments that I've spent with you. I don't know other's definitions of being favorite grandparents but I know what's mine.

I've spent more time with you than I've spent with my parents. Watching me growing old celebrating my birthdays uniquely, taking me to fairs, showing me the never-ending river i.e. ocean, taking me to my first ever train journey, bringing my first tricycle, showing me movies in theatre always holding my hand to make sure I'm protected to the never-ending list, Thank you for everything, thank you for making me realize how wonderful a childhood can be.

I remember the night of 6th March 2021, a night before you left us. When you went to your bed around 9:30 P.M. & I came a little late you were asleep in a long-lasting dream.

I have no regrets, and I certainly believe, whatever happens, happens for good I blamed covid-19 for ruining my 1 year of college life, but I thanks covid-19 as I spent really good times with you last year, I still have 2-2.5 years of college life left & I'll make memories in that time but I'm glad that I spent a really great time with you throughout 2020.

Thank you, for showing me the practical definition of, "Live as if you were to die tomorrow, Learn as if you were to live forever".

At last, I just wanna say, "Jaha rahiyega khush rahiyega or jo galtiya hui humse unhe maaf kijiyega".